"And
this mess is so big
And so deep and so tall,
We cannot pick it up.
There is no way at all!"
- Dr. Seuss (The Cat in the Hat)
And so deep and so tall,
We cannot pick it up.
There is no way at all!"
- Dr. Seuss (The Cat in the Hat)
They meant to give me a gift. They meant to clean the house all by
themselves. But at some point, as the
cloud of dust settled into uncomfortable piles of filth, my well-meaning little cleaners felt overwhelmed
by the enormity (impossibility?) of the task, and disappeared. They left the
mess for someone else to clean up.
Someone more able, someone bigger than themselves, someone gracious
enough to dig into and remove their heaps of grime.
I grumbled as I beheld the chaos they
created. Why did they have to dig deep
into forgotten corners, move furniture that was effectively hiding the unseen,
roll back rugs covering dead things?
Surface cleaning would have been sufficient. We would have looked clean to the world and no-one would have
known what lurked in our dark holes…
But since the stains were now exposed, I took the
broom and started sweeping.
I swept forgotten stuff; I swept real things, yet almost unrecognizable for being hidden for so long; I swept things long dead,
but never eliminated; I swept fresh crumbs.
And as I swept, the Light illuminated specks of
dust everywhere. EVERYWHERE.
And I felt overwhelmed by all that came out of my
dark, hidden holes.
And I felt overwhelmed by the impossibility of
self-cleansing.
And I felt sure that surface cleaning removed even
less than I had hoped.
And I longed for someone else to clean up my mess.
And I yearned for Someone more fully able,
Someone bigger than myself
Someone
gracious enough
to dig into
and remove
my heaps of grime.
He bowed down low and bent His head
For to sweep the Lord’s house clean...
"Yes I’ve come to wash and clean
From this floor, the stains of sin
Sweep high, sweep low
Sweeping clean as I go."
I bowed down low and bent my head
for the King did sweep and now I'm clean...
For to sweep the Lord’s house clean...
"Yes I’ve come to wash and clean
From this floor, the stains of sin
Sweep high, sweep low
Sweeping clean as I go."
I bowed down low and bent my head
for the King did sweep and now I'm clean...
adapted from
Bow Down Low
(an old Shaker song)
That was powerful.
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